** his thoughtfulness of preparing me breakfasts in bed.. which is irresistably sweet.. damn heart warming **

** the morning kiss.. tight hugs and that heart melting eyes looking straight through me. i just love him staring at me like that.. (haha i felt like i'm the most gorgeous gal on the planet.. hahha feeling!)

** the way he showers me with surprises.. surprise visits (haha muntik nako mahuli na nagloloko.. hahahhah) surprise gifts (which at times i really don't like kasi di ko naman gusto mga binibili.. haha pero it's the thought that counts kaya ok lng).. and he also surprises me whenever he picks a fight with me, without me knowing whats the reason.. (i hate it and love it at the same time.. am now insane.. hehe)

** moments when he cooks lunch and dinner for me... with matching deserts of course! i call the shots and he lovingly prepares for it.. hay! gusto ko n tuloy parati ako andun sa syudad nila.. heheh

** instances where he sings me to sleep. or he tried his hardest to memorize one of my fave songs and sing it to me while his loving arms embraces me.. **

** the way he gets mad whenever he gets jealous of my guy friends.. haha **

** text messages the he sents me every hour of every day. checking if i'm doing fine, where im at, and whom i am with. the way he tells me story of what he accomplished on a certian day.. **

** he never fails to call whenever he doesn't get any reply from me.. (well, di lng ako reply pag wl ako load, or kasama ko mga barkada ko na ekis s kanya.. hehe) **

** best moment? when he plays our fave song and he held me by the hand, and we danced.. and the rest is... confidential! (wahahahaahha) ssshhh **

aarrghghh... i miss him tuloy.. i'll see you soon. mwah! kelan naman kaya ako byahe... ka si naman eh!!

when i heard this song.. 
it reminds me of you and miker.. i don't know.. 
wla lng i think bagay sayo to.. hhmm tama?
 
 
Bless the Broken Road

by Rascal Flatts
album: Feels Like Today (2004)

I set out on a narrow way many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Chorus:

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you, YES IT IS

I think about the years I spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Chorus:

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

***hay love the tune love the lyrics.. damn kaka inlove! huhuhu***

The Nine of Swords card suggests that you should try to contain your emotions until you have everything in order. Later you can retreat into your comfort zone and let it all out -- the regret or guilt that sticks like a thorn and keeps you from confronting shattered romantic illusions. Be aware that the fear or sorrow hanging over your head could be taking its toll on your love life or relationship. If this torment is recurring, realize that it isn't about what you have done to deserve this, but more about the natural consequences of something you have been unable to see clearly until now. This is about that moment of painful yet necessary realization. You know you can't go on like this anymore -- there is no going back. Inevitable change must come.

***tama ba namang mahulaan talaga? hmm creepy..

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house 

That don’t bother me 

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out 

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while 

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me 

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok 

But that’s not what gets me 

What hurts the most 

Was being so close 

And having so much to say 

And watching you walk away 

And never knowing 

What could have been 

And not seeing that loving you 

Is what I was tryin’ to do 

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go 

But I’m doin’ It 

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone 

Still Harder 

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret 

But I know if I could do it over 

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart 

That I left unspoken 

What hurts the most 

Is being so close 

And having so much to say 

And watching you walk away 

And never knowing 

What could have been 

And not seeing that loving you 

Is what I was trying to do 

Not seeing that loving you 

That’s what I was trying to do

***WHAT I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW